Happy national day for UAE<3

*Hugs Emirate*

kinda late i know but Happy National Day for UAE <3

My friends in there were going all crazy..

like crazy CRAZY!

just hearing them over the phone made ME so crazy and excited XD

and my couzin XD

i was texting her 'cuz i was SO bored

and she NEVER replied XD

i was like "bitch text back"

BUT she didn't -_-..

anyway..

this made me feel kinda sad

'cuz this was believe it or not the highlight of the entire three-weeks holiday!!

seriously this sucks..

i mean--i couldn't really believe it

how come the highlight of this entire stupid fucked up holiday be hearing about how much my cuzin and friends had fun in another country!!!

and what makes it even worse

that b4 this shit started i had a busy BUSY schedule

i had like three parties and two shopping groups and much more

i just don't no how i cancelled all that!!

i just remember myself making up some excuses to cancel

and i just realized that i made excuses for EVERYTHING!

and then i realized that i am totally NOT ready for winter 'cuz i've cancelled my night-out that was supposed to be for shopping

and this just sicks

and it just became worse

the day b4 yesterday my dear friend soso came back from jordan

and she didn't tell me!

i knew that when i came across her facebook profile

so i texted her and said 'welcome back hun'

and she didn't reply

she's never online

and she doesn't pick up her phone

and she's my shopping-buddy and my best female friend EVER

i just don't know what happened

b4 the holiday we made so many plans about shopping when she comes back from Jordan

and the fisrt week and a half when she was away we talked everyday and i really don't know what's wrong with her

maybe i did something that made her upset but i really don't think so

i mean--usually when she's upset about something or me she's not afraid to show it

actually she shows it all the time 'cuz she wants me to apologize

but now -- i rly don't know if she's upset but there's ceraintly something wrong here

so--

let's see

i've talked about wasting this fukin holiday

and i've talked about not being ready for this winter AT ALL

and i've talked about soso--

i think that's it

and sry for writing in english

but i just can't bitch and talk shit about my life in arabic

=P

love u bitches

xoxo

H